I keep seeing signs of you,
or from you. I’m not sure which.
Or what you may be
trying to tell me. Or if
it’s even you. Is it?
Seems like a bit much
to be coincidental. Feels too persistent
to ignore. Too constant
to forget. In the background, but
always there. Much like you
were in real life.
I miss the days when we talked
so much that we didn’t need to
anymore. We only had to think it
not say it, but we knew we’d
always say it anyway.
I still see your eyes smiling
as you listened and talked and listened.
“I can read you like a book!”, you’d brag.
And, you could. As I could you.
Usually. We kept a few secrets.
Now, my inherited skepticism
is louder than all the forty-twos in the world.
I’d love to believe… but, it’s not like me
to not know you. I’m not good
at reading in-between these signs.
~ smj
Stars, Grace Potter And The Nocturnals